my sisters wedding...

..owh my god...
my sister is getting married.. this saturday.. i am like sooo super heppy for her *wink wink* it will be the most fabulous wedding ever..
since there will be a grand Ochestra like performance with a great singer from nepal..
and plus there will be dancers too.. ohhh Jolly i cant wait to see it..
hehe it will be most memorable event of this year.. actually we did a surprise gift for my sister.. which i tried my level best to hide from her knowing it..
my cousin are going to dedicate her songs.. :) tat is soo sheeeeweett..
i cant wait to be there.. i will sooo do my hair and makeup
that day..so i wont be left out of cos..
i wanna look pretty and charming too :)
well i hope that day everything will go perfectly as schedule..
and i wish her a very heppy life with her partner
and i wish her a very heppy ending too :D
a toast to the bride and groom (",)
i cant wait when will be my turn eh to get married??
mmm any voluntere?? huhuh guess no need for tat :D
i found one i really like.. :D secret admire ^^
well well gtg ..catch up with all of ya soon (^.^)

secret angel

poem of my heart

If these walls could talk,
you'd know my body is dead,
my mind has been taken over,
that's why I am so scared,
I can't control it,
anger is making me blind,
I've been left here on my own
chained to a hate of some kind.
If these walls could talk.

If these walls could talk,
you'd know about my fears,
about all those nights I screamed for help,
about all my fallen tears.
You'd know about the demons
haunting me at night,
you'd be able to help me
keep my fire alight,
if these walls could talk.

If these walls could talk
they would say that it's all right,
God sends His angels
to look over me at night.
They'd encourage me,
say though I am alone
it doesn't mean I‘m on my own.
He watches me, from above
and showers me with all His love,
if only these walls could talk.


You see the pain that lies in her eyes,
But, alas, her eyes are dry,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the anger that burns from her gaze,
The madness that sets her eyes ablaze,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.

You see the hope that is finally dead,
She cannot trust for her heart has been bled,
She won't cry.
No, she won't cry.




shashona..aka secret angel :)

my first blog

well im starting all this blog thingy...so here i am ..as new as freshies.. well im used to write all this blog..in friendster.. but since i really like to write down my emotions..*not to mention im very sensitive* so i am doing my own blog now.. where my friends and i can share feelings and thoughts too.. guess it will also improve my typing skills. well all those benefits in one.. WOW awesome.. :D hehe.. well this is basically the introduction of my life.. well im a unique girl with multiple attitude...sumtimes im stubborn<-- ~i inherit tat from my dad tho~ im one of a kind.. ill be sumone i am and i want people to respect me for who i am not for who i am not..im a very good listener and very good adviser too.. but when it comes to me,, myself.. ill be blank and seek for a listener and adviser.. i love my life and i love the people tat i met and i know.. they are the whole bunch of happy go lucky people and i love them just the way they are.. my family and my frens and my lover not forgetting is my priority in my life.. i thank everyone tat participated in my life in all way round tat made me who i am today.. and im glad tat im still alive here , living life as its supposed to be..

well guess its way way pass my bedtime.. <---as if i have one , lol.. but hey yea im getting kindda sleepy and its almost 3 am.. better off toooo sleep.. nite nite .. Muahxxx